I have been hard to work with since I joined and yes I completely acknowledge that. I wanted this to be my apology for anyone I have made angry, sad, etc. Its something I am working on and if everyone bares with me, my attitude will eventually get better. I wanted to tell people that don't know that I have a very intense amount of stress put on me each day and for people here who see me as an enemy, don't. I have been, you could say not my self, since I joined TeamSpeak. No I'm not an immature idiot who rages at everyone, I am a caring person who wouldn't stand to see someone upset. My personality of this caring, fun person was practically walked on in my middle school. I was not only bullied by the students, but the teachers. When you put up with that for 2 years, you adapt to it. That's where it all went wrong. Until now I was too embarrassed to say anything or if I told anyone they really wouldn't care. I wanted those to know that's why I am the way I am. It's an issue that I am glad all of those admins on this server and Xer0n pointed out to me. I don't see it as an, "I hate you" message, I see it as a, "You need to work on this" message. If you read this I am NOT quitting TBB. I would say I am in "Time Out". This is not a guilt trip, so don't take it as one. I am just telling the community why I am. I will continue to work on my attitude and I will not stop until I fix it. As for my anybody on this community, you are still my friends. Also for those who don't enjoy my presence, I will always be happy to be friends. Now lets all have a great day and have fun!
My Apologies
- Thread starter SneakyDragon
- Start date
I wouldn't nornally reply to a post by someone on a different server (I think), but what I'm happy about is how you have come and apologised for any trouble caused in the past, and explained the situation. If I were in the same problem, I wouldn't have the courage to return and apologise for trouble l had caused. So I appreciate you having the courage to apologise after the past events. Thank you.
It is very nice to see that people on the servers are forgiving, that's why I never left. I also forgot to add an apology for Generouski as well. I was trying to be nice, but I see how he got annoyed. It was a series of pokes that came off as rude. I am saying sorry. He needs to accept my apology that's the main issue that was bugging me previously. For anything that may have upset Generouski, I am truly sorry. Now I need to apologize directly to Xer0n, I am very sorry. For all of those times you have had to ban me or get on to me. I was very upset for a long time and I was too scared to talk to you, otherwise I would have. I was scared to be around you just because you are the owner. Though I will say, I am very grateful for you allowing me on the website. So finally, Xer0n, I am sorry.
I don't owe you anything, I clearly stated that I do not intend to get wrapped up in this drama. Riley you have not been around very long, this has happened numerous times in 2 years and I don't believe you have the authority to declare apologies. I warned you once stating I don't really intend to drag this on further than it needs to be. You rejected my suggestion to stop and continued as if you were oblivious to everything.
My suggestion #2 for you is to stand down and realize that you are so far outside of this loop that it's causing you to as well get reprimanded. I do not have enough limbs on my body to count how many times this has happened and how many apologies I have received. Our motion to re-build TBB and better our future and drift away from the drama is and has been in effect.
Unfortunately there are bullies and jerks still within our group and it will be eliminated as the problems arise. I don't need people running around telling me what other people are saying especially if they involve killing themselves for getting banned from something on the internet. That is so foolish that I disregard stupid comments like that, and when I disregard people I would much appreciate it if they kept things to themselves instead of spreading the drama.
In this case, numerous TBB Members approached me regarding this issue meaning that Sneaky must have went down his friends list on steam and vented to everyone getting a grip of people involved that didn't need to be.
In this case a simple issue went viral thanks to people spreading rumors and false claims. It would have been a simple time out, but considering that I have 10+ people asking me what's going on and speaking on his behalf.. I'm just going to end it.. PERMANENTLY.
My advice to you is stay out of the drama circle, especially when you have no idea what is truly happening. I do feel bad for people in troubled circumstances, but when it becomes MY problem and the problem of my members.. that is uncalled for and will be stopped.
My suggestion #2 for you is to stand down and realize that you are so far outside of this loop that it's causing you to as well get reprimanded. I do not have enough limbs on my body to count how many times this has happened and how many apologies I have received. Our motion to re-build TBB and better our future and drift away from the drama is and has been in effect.
Unfortunately there are bullies and jerks still within our group and it will be eliminated as the problems arise. I don't need people running around telling me what other people are saying especially if they involve killing themselves for getting banned from something on the internet. That is so foolish that I disregard stupid comments like that, and when I disregard people I would much appreciate it if they kept things to themselves instead of spreading the drama.
In this case, numerous TBB Members approached me regarding this issue meaning that Sneaky must have went down his friends list on steam and vented to everyone getting a grip of people involved that didn't need to be.
In this case a simple issue went viral thanks to people spreading rumors and false claims. It would have been a simple time out, but considering that I have 10+ people asking me what's going on and speaking on his behalf.. I'm just going to end it.. PERMANENTLY.
My advice to you is stay out of the drama circle, especially when you have no idea what is truly happening. I do feel bad for people in troubled circumstances, but when it becomes MY problem and the problem of my members.. that is uncalled for and will be stopped.
I am very confused about these replies. I am not trying to spread drama, I am very much trying to fix it. Xer0n, I owe you an apology. Nobody owes me one, as I stated in my previous message. If anyone is being dramatic I do understand your position and I just hope it can be resolved. I am very much grateful for your responses and your opinions, as they help me. If anyone feels they need to speak to me about what I need to work on, by all means please Steam message me. Have a great day!
And also Xer0n I am actually very sorry, I really need to go to Someone, such as our admins, if an issue arises agian. Yes this was a big viral rumor and I see how you are frustrated. In my mind I feel I need to forgive you and other people for things that my have occured. Also I have not vented to people on my friends list, in fact I actually apologized to a few. I learned my lesson after my incident with Aimbot. My best freinds are on these servers, as I really don't have many at school. Yes this has happened many times because I am extremely hyper and I do tend to speak my mind to people, this is what I am working on. I am still keeping my tag because I feel I am still part of TBB. Xer0n, I just want to apologize and I hope you understand what I have been dealing with. I hope we are still good friends. 
hopefully I can voice chat Xer0n, so I can say what I just can't type.
hopefully I can voice chat Xer0n, so I can say what I just can't type.
Well Sneaky, I really don't have much to say other than I'm disappointed in you. You've caused tons of trouble times before. And you said the exact same thing you're saying now, that you'll change and do better. I even wrote a whole post about you so people would stop screwing with you and thinking you're all bad. But now another incident happened and im starting to regret that post. In my opinion I see you as not a changed man, If you consist on drama, it will always stay with you. And for that, If I was making the judgement call I wouldn't unban you again this time. We have that strict code of if you get banned more than like 3 times. It's a perma ban from the community. And seeing you've caused trouble more than 3 times and have been banned more than 3 times. I believe this time it should be permanent. I know my ruling will have little status because it seems Xeron has this under control. We've given you many chances... And no I am not giving you bad reputation just because Xer0n is, im giving you bad rep. Because you said you would change and I relied on you, trusted you, and you took away all of the respect. Again...
This time I'm actually have counseling, so I should be getting a lot better. I am more than upset that I let a lot of you down, again. Take my word this is my truest apology. I cannot put into words how sorry I truly am. I hope this does not affect my friendship with any involved with TBB. I am trying my hardest to change after all that is happened, but it is very hard to do. The difference this time is I admitted to my flaws and agreed with the punishment.